我還能撐多久？

近日晴雨交錯，一會兒下雨一會兒晴天猶如我近期的心情。

從很喜歡豎笛很喜歡音樂，可到現在已經不知道自己在幹什麼了。

當下還是努力抽空出來練習，想要進步，但熱情逐日被澆熄中。

生活也很不如意，想完成的目標也一次又一次地被打退堂鼓，只憑意志力撐下去。

一天起來充滿希望及動力，第二天起來充滿絕望及被動。

如此反反复复，負面的情緒也逐漸佔更多的比例。

身邊的朋友也越來越少，心靈的寄託也越來越少，我感到孤單無助。

這道路，我還要走多久，而我還能走多久呢？

我走得下去嗎？我現下覺得，與其活著，不如長眠。

繼續觀心

It's a wine/champagne break

Thanks to our wine/champagne sponsor, 

Cheese and crackers to be served with, 

we have a sinful break time again,

almost knock me out for the day. 

Random

One of the memorable moments in my life! MPYO-QYS side by side!

Backofen again!

La Teh Cafe in Seremban 2, urgghhh... yuck

Stupid driver. 

  

4pm, it's tea time!! Secret Recipe tea break offer, buy 1 slice cake, free 1 cup tea/coffee..

Kuantan

TGIF

Thailand: Sivatel, Trinity again: 8th Mar 2012

Save my butt.. 

New MAS plane with leather seat.. 

and TV.. 

the moment I turned it on, OH GAWD, some retarded passenger before me.. then I fainted.. 

so I woke up.. 

I am already in Thailand.. Sivatel hotel.. 

I shall worship thee.. 

Wireless road ??? 

Oh no wonder... 

 

A local Thai composer, I wonder who can this be?? 

Can only remember the 3 hong-kees through out the trip..