Sunday, December 30, 2007
For the first time,
A very teribble teribble thing I've done just now.. Done something I refrain myself from doing so..
Going for things I refrain myself to do.. one of it, drinking.
Yet I took quite lot for myselves, just because I want to experience it.
As result, I felt very dizzy, I'm still sane and clear in the mind, but needed more effort of suppress the emotion.
Perhaps I'll go wild & losing temper anytime at this rate.
oh, and forgot to reply friends' sms, darn, I've fallen asleep.
The moment I taking it is feeling not so bad, but the effect is being so bad.
This is a bad sign to show.
If I took more at that time, I might have lose control and done something out of sane.
I wonder how did the friends look at me at that time.
Look down ? Bad ? Normal ? Idiot ? Fun ? Nothing ?
am I starting to develope bad personality ??
Or just an experience I may go through ?
Does that means I'm potentially goes for smoking some day ?
Hope there's someone to watch over my back.
I'm feeling so complicated now, or simply just my unneccessary extra emotion.
So this is drinking.
Remember this day of 30th December 2007, I done it.
New year coming, a very Happy New Year to everyone
Oh, its also the happiest moment of others, and almost the saddest moment of mine, well, The seating does matters. I'm so lucky to have them, because We will get there.
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
Monday, December 24, 2007
after done with the exchange, do the cleanings, I went to a very big mall nearby to buy a friend's b'day aka x'mas present, 2 in 1, wahaha, then went back home to do a very long cleaning for my car, bcuz its previously drove by my dad back forth to the construction site and its full of dirts, both in and out, even cleaning the dirt from the tyre tooks me alot effort...
just 2 stuffs above took me whole day today, I took a bath, took my dinner and straight away go to see mr. zhou.. I bid farewell with him not long ago and came blogging here, doing my damn assignment on Russian traditional music.. phew..
Lil C. b'day coming !! Time to busy for it..
Saturday, December 22, 2007
We reached Singapore about 6 in the morning, and then we go to Kevin's house to eat free breakfast, take free bath and free shelter.. Kevin, dunno this fella got how many auntie de, they're seperate through out the Singapore, so wherever he goes, he do not need to worry where can he stays..
Walaoeh, I saw his elder cousins sister, damn her/him lar, damn young looking yet handsome.. I totally lose liao..
After eating and bathing, we straight away went to the Accent, Yamaha and Music Essential shop to look for music scores.. Kevin and Nelson bought alot, I bought no music scores but only a piano pedagogy book which cost me nearly $50 .. walao ..
Along the journey, I found their fashion sense is quite different with Malaysians, if to compare, those oysters from Sg Wang are considered ET in Singapore, haha, Nelson just, quite normal as he is usually, looks most outstanding fashionable among the Singz' ..
A bus trip to Singapore cost RM40, then a bus trip from Singapore cost $40, the hell ?!?? So to save the cost, we decided to travel back to Johor first and only take bus from there, but there's a price to pay.. Frm Sg - Johor cost $3.50, then Johor - KL cost rm30, wow, freaking saves alot, but 11pm only we reach KL, 3.20pm - 11pm, what the hell, nearly 8 hours..
for safety reasons, Santa finds new partner for his job..
Then just now, Foon Yew high school's orchestra from Johor reach BK for tomorrow's exchange with out GCO.. 90++ from them, they're totally outnumbered us.. But today they just come here to see see only, we not yet combine with them yet, GCO is doing their own practise seperately at somewhere else.. we play John William's highlights !!! so hard.. we played it quite badly, cuz not many of us did the practise, and conductor today loses his cool and temper, he scolded like never before, yea, true, all these while, the discipline is not strict and the members really lazy to practise, they don't practise much, only sight reading and practise on the spot, its really annoying, as this waste everyone's time.. Well, what can you do ? Too strict, they dislike it, too soft, they are not working out, always talk about faith faith faith, challenge challenge challenge, busy busy busy, no time no time no time, ALL THESE ARE BULLSHIT..
The high school orchestra, so what ? they're not members, they also have their studies and other things in their life to take carez of, they play much better than our members.. And from the previous secondary school I met, they even have one student that plays in the MPYO.. what can you learn from here ?
ahh.. tomorrow need to wake up early morning to join their exchange, I'll stop here..
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
Thursday, December 13, 2007
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
krismas karol
semalam adalah hari yang boleh dikatakan gembira atau teruk sekali.. koir MIA diajak Pavillion untuk menyanyi karoling di pusat mereka.. wahhh.. dengar sahaja sudah macam sangat fun.. tetapi kita ni yang tidak biasa dengan buat persembahan di tempat awam telah cacatkan suasana krismas di Pavillion.. oh.. Pavillion, aku nak pujinya, ia sememangnya salah satu pencapaian Malaysia, aku telah terasa "ahh... akhirnya, saya nampak sedikit kemajuan Malaysia.." memang satu pusat beli-belah yang totally beza berbanding dengan yang lain, lu orang yg baca blog saya mesti pergi tengok tengok ya ?
Oleh kerana kekurangan bantuan, saya telah ajak 2 kawan dari SGM Renaissance Choir, beliau adalah Grace, dan satu lagi... er... saya tak berapa ingat nama dia, maaf..
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ahhh.. nama dia Hsin Ni !!
ni la grace.. kakak yang baik hati..
Pertama kali pergi Pavillion dan tambahan buat persembahan nyanyian awam, memang gementar.. Kita pakai seluruh hitam, dan dilengkapi dengan pakaian luar yg merah-merah, kelihatan, cantiknya(uhmm, makna yg bertentangan) ~~ Kita seluruh choir panjat naik ke atas pokok itu dan nyanyi di atas pokok, wah, memang idea yang kreatif sekali..
Semua kelihatan cantik, pokok cantik, kostum cantik, orang cantik, ni cantik tu cantik audience pun cantik, yang teruk sekali, suara kita tak cantik.. hari pertama, kita tidak prepare dengan baik, nyanyian kita semacam jeritan mangsa kanak-kanak didera.. nyanyian kita out-tune, volume tak seimbang, rhythm pun tak sama, wah, memang eksperien yg teruk.. Abang kita Ah Seng dimarah oleh penganjur selepas show itu, aih, sorree betul Ah Seng..
Hari kedua.. ahh.. belajar dari pengalaman semalam, kita telah naik taraf, level up.. dengan bantuan teknikal yang lebih canggih, kita nyanyi lebih merdu hari ini, ini boleh dibuktikan apabila lebih ramai orang yg berhenti untuk dengar dan tepuk untuk kita.. berbanding dengan semalam, hanya penganjur itu sendiri yang tepuk sahaja, semacam orang sakit jiwa sahaja, yang lain, jalan, singgah sekejap, terus pergi liao...
cantik kan ? purple color oo..
Saya mempercayai kita dapat menyanyi dengan lebih baik pada hari yg akan datang, kawan-kawan, silalah datang Pavilion pada hari Isnin - Khamis dan next week sama juga, pukul 1.30pm untuk sokong kita !!!
Sunday, December 02, 2007
Tuesday : Aural exam & Malaysian history exam
Wednesday : off :D
Thursday : Traditional music history exam
Friday : pending..
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historical semester.. dieeeeee..