Most of us starts ignoring you because of your behavior, you may realize it happens, but you may not realize it why..

It is most pathetic to say when even your own comrades starts to deny you.. well, how could this extend to this level ?

We've try to tolerate you all the time, we also don't want to do this to you, we've try to help you, would you allow us to reach you and accept our help ??

We couldn't do more but only send our prayers and daimoku for you..