Sunday, December 30, 2007
For the first time,
A very teribble teribble thing I've done just now.. Done something I refrain myself from doing so..
Going for things I refrain myself to do.. one of it, drinking.
Yet I took quite lot for myselves, just because I want to experience it.
As result, I felt very dizzy, I'm still sane and clear in the mind, but needed more effort of suppress the emotion.
Perhaps I'll go wild & losing temper anytime at this rate.
oh, and forgot to reply friends' sms, darn, I've fallen asleep.
The moment I taking it is feeling not so bad, but the effect is being so bad.
This is a bad sign to show.
If I took more at that time, I might have lose control and done something out of sane.
I wonder how did the friends look at me at that time.
Look down ? Bad ? Normal ? Idiot ? Fun ? Nothing ?
am I starting to develope bad personality ??
Or just an experience I may go through ?
Does that means I'm potentially goes for smoking some day ?
Hope there's someone to watch over my back.
I'm feeling so complicated now, or simply just my unneccessary extra emotion.
So this is drinking.
Remember this day of 30th December 2007, I done it.
New year coming, a very Happy New Year to everyone
Oh, its also the happiest moment of others, and almost the saddest moment of mine, well, The seating does matters. I'm so lucky to have them, because We will get there.
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
Monday, December 24, 2007
after done with the exchange, do the cleanings, I went to a very big mall nearby to buy a friend's b'day aka x'mas present, 2 in 1, wahaha, then went back home to do a very long cleaning for my car, bcuz its previously drove by my dad back forth to the construction site and its full of dirts, both in and out, even cleaning the dirt from the tyre tooks me alot effort...
just 2 stuffs above took me whole day today, I took a bath, took my dinner and straight away go to see mr. zhou.. I bid farewell with him not long ago and came blogging here, doing my damn assignment on Russian traditional music.. phew..
Lil C. b'day coming !! Time to busy for it..
Saturday, December 22, 2007
We reached Singapore about 6 in the morning, and then we go to Kevin's house to eat free breakfast, take free bath and free shelter.. Kevin, dunno this fella got how many auntie de, they're seperate through out the Singapore, so wherever he goes, he do not need to worry where can he stays..
Walaoeh, I saw his elder cousins sister, damn her/him lar, damn young looking yet handsome.. I totally lose liao..
After eating and bathing, we straight away went to the Accent, Yamaha and Music Essential shop to look for music scores.. Kevin and Nelson bought alot, I bought no music scores but only a piano pedagogy book which cost me nearly $50 .. walao ..
Along the journey, I found their fashion sense is quite different with Malaysians, if to compare, those oysters from Sg Wang are considered ET in Singapore, haha, Nelson just, quite normal as he is usually, looks most outstanding fashionable among the Singz' ..
A bus trip to Singapore cost RM40, then a bus trip from Singapore cost $40, the hell ?!?? So to save the cost, we decided to travel back to Johor first and only take bus from there, but there's a price to pay.. Frm Sg - Johor cost $3.50, then Johor - KL cost rm30, wow, freaking saves alot, but 11pm only we reach KL, 3.20pm - 11pm, what the hell, nearly 8 hours..
for safety reasons, Santa finds new partner for his job..
Then just now, Foon Yew high school's orchestra from Johor reach BK for tomorrow's exchange with out GCO.. 90++ from them, they're totally outnumbered us.. But today they just come here to see see only, we not yet combine with them yet, GCO is doing their own practise seperately at somewhere else.. we play John William's highlights !!! so hard.. we played it quite badly, cuz not many of us did the practise, and conductor today loses his cool and temper, he scolded like never before, yea, true, all these while, the discipline is not strict and the members really lazy to practise, they don't practise much, only sight reading and practise on the spot, its really annoying, as this waste everyone's time.. Well, what can you do ? Too strict, they dislike it, too soft, they are not working out, always talk about faith faith faith, challenge challenge challenge, busy busy busy, no time no time no time, ALL THESE ARE BULLSHIT..
The high school orchestra, so what ? they're not members, they also have their studies and other things in their life to take carez of, they play much better than our members.. And from the previous secondary school I met, they even have one student that plays in the MPYO.. what can you learn from here ?
ahh.. tomorrow need to wake up early morning to join their exchange, I'll stop here..
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
Thursday, December 13, 2007
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
krismas karol
semalam adalah hari yang boleh dikatakan gembira atau teruk sekali.. koir MIA diajak Pavillion untuk menyanyi karoling di pusat mereka.. wahhh.. dengar sahaja sudah macam sangat fun.. tetapi kita ni yang tidak biasa dengan buat persembahan di tempat awam telah cacatkan suasana krismas di Pavillion.. oh.. Pavillion, aku nak pujinya, ia sememangnya salah satu pencapaian Malaysia, aku telah terasa "ahh... akhirnya, saya nampak sedikit kemajuan Malaysia.." memang satu pusat beli-belah yang totally beza berbanding dengan yang lain, lu orang yg baca blog saya mesti pergi tengok tengok ya ?
Oleh kerana kekurangan bantuan, saya telah ajak 2 kawan dari SGM Renaissance Choir, beliau adalah Grace, dan satu lagi... er... saya tak berapa ingat nama dia, maaf..
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ahhh.. nama dia Hsin Ni !!
ni la grace.. kakak yang baik hati..
Pertama kali pergi Pavillion dan tambahan buat persembahan nyanyian awam, memang gementar.. Kita pakai seluruh hitam, dan dilengkapi dengan pakaian luar yg merah-merah, kelihatan, cantiknya(uhmm, makna yg bertentangan) ~~ Kita seluruh choir panjat naik ke atas pokok itu dan nyanyi di atas pokok, wah, memang idea yang kreatif sekali..
Semua kelihatan cantik, pokok cantik, kostum cantik, orang cantik, ni cantik tu cantik audience pun cantik, yang teruk sekali, suara kita tak cantik.. hari pertama, kita tidak prepare dengan baik, nyanyian kita semacam jeritan mangsa kanak-kanak didera.. nyanyian kita out-tune, volume tak seimbang, rhythm pun tak sama, wah, memang eksperien yg teruk.. Abang kita Ah Seng dimarah oleh penganjur selepas show itu, aih, sorree betul Ah Seng..
Hari kedua.. ahh.. belajar dari pengalaman semalam, kita telah naik taraf, level up.. dengan bantuan teknikal yang lebih canggih, kita nyanyi lebih merdu hari ini, ini boleh dibuktikan apabila lebih ramai orang yg berhenti untuk dengar dan tepuk untuk kita.. berbanding dengan semalam, hanya penganjur itu sendiri yang tepuk sahaja, semacam orang sakit jiwa sahaja, yang lain, jalan, singgah sekejap, terus pergi liao...
cantik kan ? purple color oo..
Saya mempercayai kita dapat menyanyi dengan lebih baik pada hari yg akan datang, kawan-kawan, silalah datang Pavilion pada hari Isnin - Khamis dan next week sama juga, pukul 1.30pm untuk sokong kita !!!
Sunday, December 02, 2007
Tuesday : Aural exam & Malaysian history exam
Wednesday : off :D
Thursday : Traditional music history exam
Friday : pending..
$*!@$*!!@#$@#^%!*#$!*#$@#XFW#%*!@#$">#@$*!@$*!!@#$@#^%!*#$!*#$@#XFW#%*!@#$*! !!!!!!!!!
historical semester.. dieeeeee..
Saturday, December 01, 2007
Monday, November 19, 2007
this monitor is just normal as it is...
Now I cabut the stand, place it horizontal, and put the blank paper and trace them.. juz fit and large font, bravo !
Sunday, November 18, 2007
Friday, November 16, 2007
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
Pachabel's Canon ROCKSSSS
this is what I saw when I attended the a function rehearsal.. this kid likes to swing around with every pieces he plays.. so enjoying !!
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
presents
The Night of Musical Journey
Time & Date:
24th November 2007, 8:00pm
Venue:
Ikeda Peace Auditorium, SGM Cultural Centre
Admission:
Percuma
Repertoire:
Marriage of Figaro
Perpetuum Mobile
Final Fantasy 9
Vivaldi's violin concerto
Kabuki Dance
Violin Solo
Pirates of the Carribean
Morigasaki
Lord of the Rings Medley
Les Miserables
Friday, November 02, 2007
Sunday, October 28, 2007
Everyone knows Uncle Lim passed away few days ago.. but more surprisingly or shockingly, I get to know the band I previously joined, the Boys' Brigade was invited to play for his funeral this morning, they were invited by his son Lim Kok Thay, an ex-mbs boy.. As the richest man of Malaysia, he could have easily invite any professional band or the best school band in Malaysia to do it, hahahaha, 1st KL must be very honored to get invited... Best school band so what, bluekkkkkkk..
However I'm bit worried..
For all these while I joined Boys' Brigade, we didn't play much songs that is appropriate for a funeral service, blasting songs like Marching Dream, Border Crossing, Apple Pie and so on, that's gonna wakes Uncle Lim up, I wonder if his family is goin to thank us for that..
Instead, luckily Jason picked up some soft songs like Tomorrow, Friends, or Shine.. I think, that's the best we can find, better still, the Auld Lang Syne if they manage to pick it up in a short time.. well, all the best for you guyz.. !
Saturday, October 27, 2007
Soka Gakkai Malaysia Galaxy Chamber Orchestra
24th November 2007, 8:00pm
Venue:
Ikeda Peace Auditorium, SGM Cultural Centre
Admission:
Percuma
Repertoire:
Marriage of Figaro
Perpetuum Mobile
Final Fantasy 9
Vivaldi's violin concerto
Kabuki Dance
Violin Solo
Pirates of the Carribean
Morigasaki
Lord of the Rings Medley
Les Miserables
Soka Gakkai Malaysia Fei Yang Symphonic Band
Date & Time:
11th November 2007, 2:00pm
Venue:
Ikeda Peace Auditorium, SGM Cultural Centre in Cheras
Admission:
Free
Repertoire:
Elvis: the legend lives on
Bolero
Carpenters Forever
Pirates of the Carribean
Sound of Music
Overture to new Beginning
yeahhhh !!! 3 concerts coming up.. push the red button and GOOOOO !!!!!!
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
You ain't so super nice compared to other place, but I love you very much Bandar Sungai Long, my home..
爱爱爱
在 哪里记载的一个桃花屿谁在
那里典卖第一枝紫玉钗
我在 这里见怪更怪
见过电影里面人家的海 更想去看海
尝过人家的爱更想找爱
你哭起来 我笑起来
都为了爱爱爱 有一天翻开辞海找不到爱
花不开 树不摆 还是更伤怀爱
还是会期待 还是觉得孤单太失败
Woo... 我爱故我在
找到爱 幸福的人肯不肯躲起来
站在 寂寞的人能不能站起来
我在 这里便已不呆
看过小说里面人家等待 更习惯等待
尝过人家的爱更想找爱
你喊出来 我静下来
都为了爱爱爱 有一天翻开辞海找不到爱
花不开 树不摆 还是更伤怀爱
还是会期待 还是觉得孤单太失败
Woo... 我爱故我在
回不去那天那里的纯爱
买不起那件可爱的品牌
你闷起来 我想起来 可以爱
会不会 整个时代
只有一个告白 谁不爱我不存在
不明不白 不分好歹
都为了爱爱爱 有一天翻开辞海找不到爱
花不开 树不摆 还是更伤怀爱
还是会期待 还是觉得孤单太失败
Woo... 我爱故我在
Monday, October 22, 2007
0. The whole building piano is booked I have to go thru my piano practise by a little here and a little there on others' piano like a bug..
1. We got scolded/nagged by our Head of Department for being irresponsible adults..
2. Joost Flach from MPO came to conduct our wind ensemble, FOR FREEEEEE !!!!
3. 5 walking porks take advantage on me ask me to send them to LRT station nearby..
4. I've started to drive around 6.45 then I jammed all the way back to Sg Long at 8.00
We're kinda lucky to get Joost Flach to conduct wind ensemble for us some more for free, really a musician dedicated in music edu.. Pretty funny person, he speaks some funky malay and he knows alot of places in Malaysia than Malaysian.. For the first day he only gave us do some simple but interesting warm ups, and sight reading on 2 pieces, one of it is Clarinet in A, gosh, I got trouble transposing it on the spot on sight read.. up to 6 sharps.. I'm considering to get an A Clarinet b4 I graduate.. that's, a must, kua..
After that is the String group organize by ex-MIA students, hmm, hope to join them one day, extend my skills further to more intruments.. ohohohohoh, sounded like a "dream-on" wish..
OK, damn tired, it's nearly 9pm now, gotta take bath and read abit of classical music history, then zzzzzz... what a tiring day, tomorrow is the 3 hours of Malaysian Studies class.. (I can foresee the angel is coming to see me........ in dream, tomorrow noon...)
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
- someone crashed the tiang lampu in the middle of the road near my house and it falls lying accross the road causing traffic problem..
- 3 cars crashed together in the cannaught highway and passbyers slows down to watch the show, "blocks the world spinning.. damn them"
- visit a friend in UM, eating lunch with her, suddenly the ceiling fan dropped and landed on the ground, luckily it didn't hit anyone below, both of the malay gal are so lucky becuz they weren't even more than half a mater away from the fan.. I wonder what kinda of scene will come up if it hits them.. blood spills ?
- rained and wind howls heavily, it caused traffic jam, as usual, then the strong winds blows the tree down, near my house, it falls on the road.. along the road, leaves, stems, blah blah parts of the trees can be spotted..
raining season is disastrous..
Thursday, October 04, 2007
- corward
- eating..
- pregnant
- heart disease
- low/high blood pressure
- innocent
http://chinese.cari.com.my/myforum/viewthread.php?tid=991026&extra=page=1
Wednesday, October 03, 2007
early morning, it was raining heavily, and a loud thunder woke me up(a really loud one) but only a while I went back into dreams..
then slightly later I woke up, found out myself having sore throat, I spit and its brownish, yeah, my throat got infected and abit bleeding..
then I found my pc still on but disconnected from internet, cuz I was leaving it overnight to download something, and the loud thunder I heard just now sent my modem to heaven.. the rest few days is like hell ...
then I found my car has a big bird shit on it when I was to depart from my house, I just washed my car so "thoroughly" just the day before...
then, I have my final exams on clarinet on the next 2 days, regardless of playing for final, how am I going to practise my final exam pieces ?? It's my major exam studies and I'm playing 3 pieces.. sei..
So I went to see a doctor, I waited for 1 and the half hour or more to see him, but it was a worthy one, he gave me 4 kind of medicine, and he only charge me RM22.. so cheap.. compare to a damn doctor near my house, he's treating me like a customer rather than a patient, i was quite late and he's hurrying to finish his job rather than checking me detaily, simply gave me a useless medicine which has no effect on my illness and cost me RM30+
final exam tomorrow.. bless my throat..
Monday, September 24, 2007
Sunday, September 23, 2007
I'm feeling so moody, upset & down right now.. Yet I need to perform a happy song tomorrow, and all my final exams starts on Monday onwards..
what it is ? Not likely to tell it, juz want to express my feelings on something..
Sunday, September 16, 2007
available in youtube as well,
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i34fovVlQrc
a video of the UPM authorities abusing their power, raiding into a first year student's room at 12am, entering his room with the reason of investigating missing handphone, but as soon they entered his room, they intergorates him, accused him involved in politic movement in the school.. In the end, they confiscates his laptop, mp4, 2 pendrives and some personal documents, ILLEGALLY, and without any documentiation..
the bad guy is trying to escape, kepong him !!!
Next morning the student lodge a report to police, after confirming that they took his personal items, the police asked the student to go back UPM claim his stuffs. However the UPM authority doesn't have enuff guts to face the consequence for what he had done, he tried to avoid the particular student and his friends. Students getting smarter, they surrounded his car, called the police, he was forced to turun from his car and settle the matter... what a CB fella.. if you're too poor to afford laptop or electronic gadgets, work harder or change your job, if u can lar.. You should've study hard while you're young so you get a good paid job today, see now what happened, ended up as samseng security snatching people's stuff, lousyyy..
UPM admins should be taking actions by now.. shame shame.. shame to yourself, your family, your race and your country, Jamali of the Unit Tugas Khas of UPM..
Saturday, September 15, 2007
looking at this fan cheong sleeping all the way to AMPAC
my mashimaro doll... its been years..
then I look back into mirror, this fan cheong still sleeping.... *ARGHGHH
Sunday, September 09, 2007
My first practise would be starting next Thursday onwards, looking forward towards it !!
Flute Festival, asked about it day time, alot of seats available, but at night, my friend told me, left one seat oni, shit.. A concert I wouldn't want to miss it, my own stupidness of believing my friend, saying "we go there oni buy lar, won't sold out so fast de.." Ahhh the concert repertoire is really good lar, including Tchaikovsky's Nutcracker Suite !! And also featuring Saxophone Ensemble, and they're from Japan, sum more RM15 only !!!! I'm gonna miss it.. (T.T)
Thursday, September 06, 2007
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
gosh.. this is damn.. its like asking "is Yong Song Yeu a male?" obviously no matter how great you are, no matter how good you blows the water, or twist the fact, the answer is forever yes, unless you seperate my identity of male from me..
anyway, go to library to look out for infos, all of I can obtain are supporting the idea, and more than half is making statement that "he is religous composer.." well, even my lecturer accidently said that "blah blah blah....... he is so religous yada yada yada....." I can easily write out few pages about him of being religous, but less than a half page of him not being religous.. let's not talk about the winning part first, with my skills of twisting fact, can I speak about him for not religous more than 5 minutes ??
神啊~救救我吧 !! (godddd, pls save meeeee !!)
ahhh ! I'm so excited !! Naruto manga is getting more exciting !! More and more are revealing !!
awww ! But I'm getting bored with Bleach, less surprised compare with above....
Sunday, September 02, 2007
Saturday, September 01, 2007
Friday, August 31, 2007
Monday, August 27, 2007
- history test
- aural dictation test
- 2 songs to prepare for choir, Adoramus te & Moon River
- Night duty
Let's revise myself abit of history, where does actually music started ?? Well, it would up to 600 years ago, in churches.. This age of music, is called as the Renaissance age music, People go churches and listen to music, sacred for them, the form of music at that time is in monophonic, where all the choirs sings at the same melody line, you sing DO, he sings DO, everyone sings DO, and music in the church meant only for the nobles, not for the normal peasants like I do..
A choir boy and later a masses, motet and hymn composer was born, with the name Giovanni Palestrina, he started to wrote polyphonic music, which you sing DO, he sings MI, some sing SO, it became a harmony and different melody line carry out through out the whole song at the same time.. it was banned, because polyphonic was considered as not sacred, but soon the ban was lifted, because the Pope says "Palestrina's music is too beautiful to be banned".. The age of Renaissance ends as Palestrina, people entitled him as "The Prince of Music", passed away, as he started the use of polyphonic, bringing out the new style for the following period, the Baroque period, the period when one of the greatest musician at that time existed, J.S, Johann Sebastian Bach.. shall talk about him other time.. :)
Sunday, August 26, 2007
It's their first concert, conduct and lead by Kevin Field.. I reached there 10 minutes before the concert, phew, luckily I got it in time, thanks to the girls, we're almost late, the worst thing is, I haven't take my breakfast nor lunch yet, woke up quite late, I wash my car in a hurry(it's too dusty) and myself and quickly rush for the concert..
The concert started with RIA, composed by Adeline Wong, I don't know what piece is that.. then followed by Schubert's unfinished symphony, a composer who lived in poverty, and he would became very famous only if his unfinished symphony was taken out from the old dusty cupboard, sadly, it happens only after he pass away, and that made him famous till now... Tchaikovsky's string elergie was the next song, and finally ended by Saint saens's Danse bacchanale, quite a fierce song, hehe..
Intermission time, I went out and meet up with some of my friends, surprisingly saw Benedict, from 1st KL BB wan, haha, didn't know I would saw a BB boy there XD.. Then the performers, college friends, blah blah blah, but none of them are my friends in the past before I turns 18.. It looks like I have a new peer and moving on to a new life without realizing it..
The second half of the concert is the Rimsky-Korsakov’s “Scheherazade.” 4 movements in total.. well, Russian composer style, all you can heard is the main melody being repeated throughout the movement, but, it's not dull, it's not boring, and it has violin solo, oboe solo, clarinet solo, basoon solo, horn solo etc etc throughout the whole piece.. hehe..
ahh .. anyway.. I left as soon as the concert ends, damn hungry, send my friends home, eat dinner, practise a while, then I go home, made this entry.. going out to yum cha with a UTAR friend later, months we never met !!